❤ Dingster ❤
DINGLING is my name
I am preciously created by God :)
Not to forget,my surname is
GUOH
Loved by God himself,
I am also loved by my dearest dad,mum,bro & sis
N last but not least, my dearie ruixin :)
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❤ Wednesday, November 18, 2009 ❤
❤ Tuesday, November 17, 2009 ❤
The big JOYS in life

On the contrary to my previous post, my family has been my greatest joy of all!
somehow they make me happy and i am very grateful for each and everyone of them.
they are really God's greatest gift for me!
mummy. She is the best and she loves me the most. Even tho she nags, her naggings are her little hugs and kisses for me showing that she cares! I think she deserves the best mum award cos she gives her all to this home.
daddy. He is the best and he dotes on me the most. Even tho i cant really communicate w him, he always leave the best for me! and he is our fix-it-all man in the house, no worries with him around!
brother. Even tho he is (really) stingy, he does share and care his little sis. his precious car he lends whenever he can. (note: even tho many may criticise a weekend car, my brother's weekend car is the best and i appreciate it loads becos without it, i will never have my chances of driving experiences and the luxury and convenience whenever i need to carry lots) oh! and he never forgets to get me present whenever he goes for holiday.
sister. Even tho she is very straight forward in her talks, she always protects and stands up for me. Whenever she has some good stuffs that she doesn't need, she never fails to pass them to me. That's the way she shows love to her little sis!
Not forgetting little enye and little evan, they are the precious little ones in the family who never fails to make me laugh and puts that great big smile on my face even during the worst of the worst of time!
These are my joys.
and i love them all very very much! :)
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It's the season for the reason to be emotion

sigh, hasn't been blogging cos i realise i dont like blogging.
but somehow...it's a place i can just grumble, share my feelings, complain......
well...tues night has basically become emo night. i get emotionally drained more than spiritually refilled.
i started to dread going to that place i once was so excited over and eager to go.
i no longer find warmth and belonging. friends i have but few. the battery that makes me smile is losing it's power too.
over this past few years, i've made new friends, new lots of new things and find myself being helped and being cared for. but it has all changed.
i don't really blame anyone for the situation. or maybe i am unknowingly. but i hope i'm not.
i just feel helpless cos there is nothing i can do about it. Only God can. but i don't know how long i can persevere for that moment to happen. and this is making me very sad.
I want to learn. i want to increase in knowledge. i want to be trained to train. At first i thought i'm going to have that! i
am was excited! i
am was passionate! i
am was eager but it is short-lived. i am now cut out from all that. maybe some may feel i chose it that way. but i feel circumstances made it that
way.
and there, i lose all passion...hoping for something unattainable yet...eeeek, that stinks.
i am so drained. emotionally? spiritually? i don't know. but i know i just wanna cry.
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