❤ Wednesday, November 18, 2009 ❤
❤ Tuesday, November 17, 2009 ❤
The big JOYS in life
On the contrary to my previous post, my family has been my greatest joy of all!
somehow they make me happy and i am very grateful for each and everyone of them.
they are really God's greatest gift for me!
mummy. She is the best and she loves me the most. Even tho she nags, her naggings are her little hugs and kisses for me showing that she cares! I think she deserves the best mum award cos she gives her all to this home.
daddy. He is the best and he dotes on me the most. Even tho i cant really communicate w him, he always leave the best for me! and he is our fix-it-all man in the house, no worries with him around!
brother. Even tho he is (really) stingy, he does share and care his little sis. his precious car he lends whenever he can. (note: even tho many may criticise a weekend car, my brother's weekend car is the best and i appreciate it loads becos without it, i will never have my chances of driving experiences and the luxury and convenience whenever i need to carry lots) oh! and he never forgets to get me present whenever he goes for holiday.
sister. Even tho she is very straight forward in her talks, she always protects and stands up for me. Whenever she has some good stuffs that she doesn't need, she never fails to pass them to me. That's the way she shows love to her little sis!
Not forgetting little enye and little evan, they are the precious little ones in the family who never fails to make me laugh and puts that great big smile on my face even during the worst of the worst of time!
These are my joys.
and i love them all very very much! :)
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It's the season for the reason to be emotion
sigh, hasn't been blogging cos i realise i dont like blogging.
but somehow...it's a place i can just grumble, share my feelings, complain......
well...tues night has basically become emo night. i get emotionally drained more than spiritually refilled.
i started to dread going to that place i once was so excited over and eager to go.
i no longer find warmth and belonging. friends i have but few. the battery that makes me smile is losing it's power too.
over this past few years, i've made new friends, new lots of new things and find myself being helped and being cared for. but it has all changed.
i don't really blame anyone for the situation. or maybe i am unknowingly. but i hope i'm not.
i just feel helpless cos there is nothing i can do about it. Only God can. but i don't know how long i can persevere for that moment to happen. and this is making me very sad.
I want to learn. i want to increase in knowledge. i want to be trained to train. At first i thought i'm going to have that! i
am was excited! i
am was passionate! i
am was eager but it is short-lived. i am now cut out from all that. maybe some may feel i chose it that way. but i feel circumstances made it that
way.
and there, i lose all passion...hoping for something unattainable yet...eeeek, that stinks.
i am so drained. emotionally? spiritually? i don't know. but i know i just wanna cry.
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❤ Monday, July 27, 2009 ❤
I love this very special Sunday
It's not a special special day..like someone's birthday or anniversary or..... But it's a wonderful sunday where i spent my time with my family :)
My family - They are God's most wonderfullest blessings to me. I love them...each and everyone of them.
Sunday started off with God - Church & Silverboxes.
- Cutie enye went to church today :) She's amazing. It was only her second time to Silverboxes, and she can remm how to sing "Jesus, you are my Lord". And more impressively, she can follow the actions quite well! *clap clap for enye*
- Do really hope that she can attend Silverboxes regularly. Praying that she will grow up growing close to God.
After church, we sent Enye and my sister to compasspoint while we head back to rx's place for lunch and then i had to rush down to FMPS for netball training.
After training, I had to rush home to bath. Then rush down for dinner at Quality Hotel before heading to the studio for my graduation/family photo-taking. and Yes, some of you know that i graduated like 2 years ago..haha..but didnt organise to and so...it's after 2 years that i decided we shouldnt drag anymore :)
I love having family outing/dinner/lunch - you know, just doing something together =D
I enjoyed the dinner. Because i see everyone enjoying the dinner too =) even tho we had to wait for almost 45mins, everyone's mood wasn't even dampened for single bit. And I thank God for that! It's really amazing...imagine everyone hungry and time is ticking (cos we need to rush off to photo-taking after this), and yet everyone is just unaffected!
- Dinner was great and yummy. Even little enye was most satisfied! she finish a bowl of porridge together with fish, prawn, tofu, and lots of eggs all by herself! plus a bonus of a scoop of chocolate ice-cream =p
- And baby evan...was screaming for more porridge! It's like he has already finished his own home-cooked porridge...but just wanted more. Maybe he see jiejie eating so happily...so he also want =p
- Satisfied Satisfied! BuuUuurppPPp!!!! and we headed off for the finale....photo-taking!
When we reached the studio...we were like 10 mins late...oopps! And we are the last customers of the day...hehe =p
- Everyone was just busy changing and getting ready. It was chaotic...haha...but fun =p we were like "where is my shirt?" or " where is papa?" or "jiejie, your turn to make up" or "is my hair ok?" and "is this colour tie nice?" haha and there were also like "where is our graduation gown?" (cos the staffs there were ironing for us and it never came back..haha) and also from other stuffs who is trying to get hold of me and rx to decide how big we want the photos to be...how many pple taking the photo...and so on. And someone even commented that the last time we did something like this was during my sister's wedding..haha =p
- And finally, we were all ready for the photoshoot!!!! =D I can say it's a great experience for all of us...1st time taking such a formal photo and by the professionals somemore. Even enye was a little tensed and the photographer uncle has to ask her to relax! hehe =p Also thankfully evan was corperative....he didnt cry or scream! haha
It was good, really good :)
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❤ Friday, July 17, 2009 ❤
Sometimes so Funny, Sometimes so Dao
"see what see"
(bangs her hand on the table) "i not happy la...wait so long for the food"
"what?! stand liddat also cannot?!!"
" what?! what's your problem?"
"i am so cool with barney and pooh"
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The Victims
i so want to post this.
cos it's really funny...enye was forcing all of us to do her pose. yes...she force...and she make sure we all do it! it was so funny that we were laughing so much...we were almost rolling on the floor!
this is THE pose....yet another of her poses. i shall call it #201: "the twist-woman pose" (cos it's like the batman sign...where u had the 'ok' sign inverted and u place it on ur eyes)
Now, introducing the VICTIMS...............
Victim #1: Mummy
Victim #2: Daddy
Victim #3: Wai Po
(Grandma in chinese - this is wad enye calls my mum who is her grandma)
Victim #4: Ah Goo
(Uncle in hokkein - this is wad enye calls my bro who is her uncle)
Victim #5: Uncle Bernard
(this is wad enye calls ruixin)
Btw, the photographer is non other than the little miss enye.
yes. she took all this photos.
and you must be wondering why dun have my photo right?
ha
ha
ha
cos i was the one helping her with the camera. she'd probably forgotten all about me after that.
PHEW! lucky me =p
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Papa's and granny's salvation
"see what see"
(bangs her hand on the table) "i not happy la...wait so long for the food"
"what?! stand liddat also cannot?!!"
" what?! what's your problem?"
"i am so cool with barney and pooh"
